...In the Name of ALLAH...
sometimes,
i would laugh at how we first met
at times,
i would miss how we chatted & smiled
now and then,
i would miss looking at your name
i want to think of you,
as footsteps printed along my shore
leaving marks all over the place
but i'm sure,
the rolling waves would wash you away
away from my shore...
called heart
those are history
of the good old days...
sorry, layan perasaan kejap! ^_^
11:21 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Dedicated to a cherished friend:
it is the beauty of caring & sharing
it holds us up from falling to the ground,
it wipes away our tears,
it caresses our saddened hearts
what a wonderful moments of sharing
i know it's not that much
but at least we shared a bit of ourselves
i don't expect too much
it's okay if you can't offer any help
it's enough if you can only be a good listener
i'm much grateful that you're here
even it's for a short time
so...
let's enjoy the time we have together
let's keep the memories intact in our minds
thanks for everything
i would miss you a lot
when you're gone
11:02 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
i'm here, back in rochester
Nooooooooooooooo
i need more dose of beautiful summer w/ beloved family
really, this year has been quite tough on me.
many things changed, leading to my own changes. many aspects involved, especially feelings, inner emotions, self strength, social network, etc. it's my weakness, i know. i couldn't pour out my real emotions to others very well, except my own family. that's why it's been very hard for me to go back to USA after such wonderful moments sharing almost everything w/ my parents. i miss mama and babah...
but, don't misinterpret me.
i do have awesome time spent w/ nice people in RIT, high school, ym, etc. plus, i got a new sweetheart, name given Delaila, adding to my other red stuff collection. after all, red is cassiopeia's official color! yay!!
not to forget, i got a new housemate! he’s fat w/ strong muscles. hey, he’s a cat okay. a macho cutie blackish grey cat. Garyyyy!!!
delaila sweetheart
my red collection, apart of others i have
guess who?
tomorrow is monday, means CLASSES! ugh, i'm not ready yet!
8:01 AM |
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as usual, my parents always accompanied me when it is time to visit KLIA airport.
either to meet them or to leave them...
this year's flight back to usa was nicer...
because some other people also came to see me off!
i wanna say THANKS A LOT to:
abg wan, aisyah, aifaa ayla, zaliyatun akhma
i already know my bro would come, but his girlfriend aisyah apparently was kind enough to come along to meet me up for 2nd time. so guys, if everything sails away smoothly, please please please....get married just when i'm back home!
aifaa and akhma, their presences were most welcomed! it's really a pleasant suprise to see them that night. i was very very very happy, at least they cured my homesickness which come earlier than it should be. thanks girls! i've been missing you, love you two!
w/ tokwan & aki
me, family... & future family?
7:23 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
sweet dream, dear zufairy
These Ramadhan nights, I've been visited by beautiful dreams. Not the usual merepek and out-of-the-world imaginations. Mimpi kali ini memberi 1001 perasaan yg bercampur-baur, sayu gembira terharu, juga mengimbau kembali kenangan manis masa lampau...
Let me share some of them here:
1st night: Not very sure. As far as i could remember, it was about random friends here and there.
2nd night: I met someone whom was special and spent some time together. Atas bot or kapal kot. Tak sure sgt sebab dah lupa apa jadi after that.
3rd night: I forgot what happened. Something about my camera...I think it was the same like the 1st night.
4th night: I was working at a little Disney's franchise park somewhere in the world (maybe in USA since some people speak English). athirah was my mysterious office partner (misteri sebab die pakai masquerade mask time working). One day, we went out for shopping, then pao, dla and ecahmomo joined us, walking together. Out of sudden, pao cried. She said, "Aku rindu korang semua." Tersentuh ok. (pao, ni mimpi je =P)
5th night: I was in Jenan high school with my whole 0105 batch. We got a somewhat camp with cikgu zakaria, with baju rumah sukan masing2. As usual, the boys very loud and havoc, the girls sgt riang gembira main games and menyanyi sama2. Apa yg comel, their images were same like in those old times (just imagine jijie dulu dan skrg =D). I met and hugged most of the girls (kebanyakannya dah tak jumpa sejak 2 tahun lepas). Bila terbangun je, rasa syahdu sgt. Rindu sgt masa itu...
Like there's a switch controlling memories with friends in my brain was clicked on. It's like bila tiada syaitan2 yg menyelit, these are actually the stuff I am supposed to dream about.Terharu rasanya.
To all my friends here and there, I really3x appreciate our friendship and take care of yourself. Till we meet again some other time, insha-Allah...
6:35 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Salam Ramadhan al-Mubarak!
Alhamdulillah, syukur kpd-Nya kerna diberikan peluang hidup hingga ke hari ini, berpeluang menikmati hari-hari berkat Ramadhan kali ini. Some people didn't get the same chance we got, mereka pergi dulu meninggalkan kita. Al-Fatihah buat mereka.I got 2 weeks to enjoy Ramadhan fasting in Malaysia before going back to RIT this sept 2. Sedih tiba2, terasa homesick sebelum masanya. Yelah, rasanya mungkin tak balik next summer, nak merasa stay kat bumi America in summer time, Insha-Allah. Reminder to myself: Enjoy life in dunia as much as we can, but remember akhirat too!
11:18 PM |
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It's August 15!
Yay!
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ZUFAIRY!
~it's your 1st birthday, love! ~
10:23 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Kenapa pemandu2 bas express suka pasang vcd lagu gelek dangdut @ Bollywood versi bahasa Melayu loghat Kelate sepanjang perjalanan?
Okay, bukan nak racist bahasa or genre lagu. Dah banyak kali kena camni, tak kira Pahang-Kedah or Temerloh-KL. I know they like the songs very much, tapi bukan semua orang nak dengar dlm perjalanan bas >2 jam. Kami nak rehat or nak melelapkan mata barang sejam dua. Kesian chinese sebelah aisle yg terpinga2 tgk video atas kepala diorg, kesian baby susah nak tidur sepanjang malam. I can handle Bollywood songs, but please the original version ok. Bukan versi Melayu bukak baju sana-sini pastu gelek2 tepi pantai or taman bunga. Satu lagi, tak perlulah pasang dengan volume level >15. Low volume sudeyhh, tak boleh relax woo...
4:37 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
my future housemate, cik Asmaa' Nafeesa, sent an email to inform me about another new housemate. ingatkan manusia mane la sesat kat RIT tu tapi rupenye, seekor kucing!! yesss, sebagai pengganti cik MoMo yg akan setia bersama mak dan ayahnye nnt. Tak sabar nak serumah dgn seekor kucing. Siap la encik Gary Senor Goober (pnjang + complicated giler name), pembulian akan berlaku serta-merta nanti! tapi kan, err...gary garang tak?*kena tulis dlm bhs Melayu nih, bahye kalo staff Housing terbace! haha*
12:29 AM |
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