...In the Name of ALLAH...
sweet dream, dear zufairy
These Ramadhan nights, I've been visited by beautiful dreams. Not the usual merepek and out-of-the-world imaginations. Mimpi kali ini memberi 1001 perasaan yg bercampur-baur, sayu gembira terharu, juga mengimbau kembali kenangan manis masa lampau...
Let me share some of them here:
1st night: Not very sure. As far as i could remember, it was about random friends here and there.
2nd night: I met someone whom was special and spent some time together. Atas bot or kapal kot. Tak sure sgt sebab dah lupa apa jadi after that.
3rd night: I forgot what happened. Something about my camera...I think it was the same like the 1st night.
4th night: I was working at a little Disney's franchise park somewhere in the world (maybe in USA since some people speak English). athirah was my mysterious office partner (misteri sebab die pakai masquerade mask time working). One day, we went out for shopping, then pao, dla and ecahmomo joined us, walking together. Out of sudden, pao cried. She said, "Aku rindu korang semua." Tersentuh ok. (pao, ni mimpi je =P)
5th night: I was in Jenan high school with my whole 0105 batch. We got a somewhat camp with cikgu zakaria, with baju rumah sukan masing2. As usual, the boys very loud and havoc, the girls sgt riang gembira main games and menyanyi sama2. Apa yg comel, their images were same like in those old times (just imagine jijie dulu dan skrg =D). I met and hugged most of the girls (kebanyakannya dah tak jumpa sejak 2 tahun lepas). Bila terbangun je, rasa syahdu sgt. Rindu sgt masa itu...
Like there's a switch controlling memories with friends in my brain was clicked on. It's like bila tiada syaitan2 yg menyelit, these are actually the stuff I am supposed to dream about.Terharu rasanya.
To all my friends here and there, I really3x appreciate our friendship and take care of yourself. Till we meet again some other time, insha-Allah...
6:35 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Salam Ramadhan al-Mubarak!
Alhamdulillah, syukur kpd-Nya kerna diberikan peluang hidup hingga ke hari ini, berpeluang menikmati hari-hari berkat Ramadhan kali ini. Some people didn't get the same chance we got, mereka pergi dulu meninggalkan kita. Al-Fatihah buat mereka.I got 2 weeks to enjoy Ramadhan fasting in Malaysia before going back to RIT this sept 2. Sedih tiba2, terasa homesick sebelum masanya. Yelah, rasanya mungkin tak balik next summer, nak merasa stay kat bumi America in summer time, Insha-Allah. Reminder to myself: Enjoy life in dunia as much as we can, but remember akhirat too!
11:18 PM |
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It's August 15!
Yay!
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ZUFAIRY!
~it's your 1st birthday, love! ~
10:23 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Kenapa pemandu2 bas express suka pasang vcd lagu gelek dangdut @ Bollywood versi bahasa Melayu loghat Kelate sepanjang perjalanan?
Okay, bukan nak racist bahasa or genre lagu. Dah banyak kali kena camni, tak kira Pahang-Kedah or Temerloh-KL. I know they like the songs very much, tapi bukan semua orang nak dengar dlm perjalanan bas >2 jam. Kami nak rehat or nak melelapkan mata barang sejam dua. Kesian chinese sebelah aisle yg terpinga2 tgk video atas kepala diorg, kesian baby susah nak tidur sepanjang malam. I can handle Bollywood songs, but please the original version ok. Bukan versi Melayu bukak baju sana-sini pastu gelek2 tepi pantai or taman bunga. Satu lagi, tak perlulah pasang dengan volume level >15. Low volume sudeyhh, tak boleh relax woo...
4:37 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
my future housemate, cik Asmaa' Nafeesa, sent an email to inform me about another new housemate. ingatkan manusia mane la sesat kat RIT tu tapi rupenye, seekor kucing!! yesss, sebagai pengganti cik MoMo yg akan setia bersama mak dan ayahnye nnt. Tak sabar nak serumah dgn seekor kucing. Siap la encik Gary Senor Goober (pnjang + complicated giler name), pembulian akan berlaku serta-merta nanti! tapi kan, err...gary garang tak?*kena tulis dlm bhs Melayu nih, bahye kalo staff Housing terbace! haha*
12:29 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Suddenly the urge to shop attacks me. I wanna buy AE merchandises! I wanna buy this, and that! But most of them are in the USA. Wahhh, don't torture me now! T___T
12:58 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Today i tried one thing...kutip susu getah! Sejak kecik, biasa nampak getah sekerap bertaburan kat kedai2 getah, dgn baunya Masya-Allah...tak mahu cakap. So, terbentuk reflex utk elakkan getah2 sekerap. Ironically, my parents ade kebun getah 1/2 ekar kat belakang rumah. B4, keluar jenguk2 pun hanya utk buang sampah or angkut tanah gembur or 'menikmati' cubitan nyamuk2 kat kebun tu.This year, my parents jadi perintis utk 1 kaedah baru dptkan getah banyak, GFLAX, yg diperkenalkan oleh Lembaga Getah Malaysia (LGM). So semua proses menoreh dan mengutip getah dikendalikan sendiri by my family.This afternoon, my mom ajak temankan dia tengok2kan susu yg tengah menitik laju kalau2 melimpah ruah drpd bekas. Tup tup...guruh bergempa dum dam dum dam...tanda nak hujan. Mama terus ajak kumpulkan susu dlm baldi sebelum hujan, punyelah malas rasanya time tu. Tapi bila tuang susu yg putih melepak bak salju tu, "eh, tak la berbau pun, macam susu rendah lemak kat kedai je rupenye." Now that I realized, susu getah hanya akan berbau bila dah beku. Patutlah susu beku yg dikutip my bro busuk je huhu. Suddenly I feel excited...lepas ni nak cuba menoreh la pulak!Bagi penoreh2 getah sekaliannya, busuk2 tu la duit. Tu la mata pencarian mereka. Now I know, it's real hard to make a true living, lebih2 lagi kat kampung. A reality check for me...
11:41 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Alhamdulillah I got my new babe today, thanks to my lovely mom & dad!
gotta learn to use and got control of it a.s.a.p.
11:36 PM |
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it's certainly a disturbing shock to learn that on July 31st, TVXQ's jaejoong, yoochun and junsu filed a legal action against their own management agency, SM Entertainment, in order to terminate their excessively long 13-years contract, due to several disagreement and unfair treatment in their contract. yunho and changmin should really join in, but i can forgive them since they're tied in other contracts which would make things more complicated. Cassiopeias worldwide are in panic attack right now, as to whether TVXQ is disbanding. for years, SM Ent. is very infamous for enslaving and ripping fleshes and sweats out of its artists like once-idol groups, H.O.T. and Shinhwa, had been through during their contracts in 1990's. now, it's TVXQ, SuperJunior, SHINee and SNSD's turn. it's just a month after TVXQ's success fame appearing at Tokyo Dome (for very well-known artists only) as their own stage. please, do not disband, not now.
oh what am i doing...
whoa i can't believe i'm writing about some korean entertainment problematic stuff here. but i love them. so i don't care (miming 2NE1's song for background music - i don't care, eh eh eh eh ehh~...)
7:31 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
sambil tengah busan menunggu songs downloading from Youtube...tangan pun gatal nak menaip panjang2 sket...jom kawan2, kita merenung-renung... kalo ikutkan, memang banyak perlu direnung difikirkan...everything in life needs reasoning, even though not all happened with a reason (bak kata scriptwriter drama Korea)...i used to be hasty before...well, i still am now...but at least i'm trying to be better...yesterday my whole family went for a family picnic at Hutan Lipur Lentang, Bentong, ~10km from R&R Genting Sempah. zufairy the baby pun ikut! our 1st picnic together, kira macam our birthday present la (his 1st birthday is coming in 2 weeks!). sayangnya my abang takde, tapi luckily he compensated his absence by balik kampung last week to introduce his 'future bride' to us. whoaaa...tak sangka weyh, dah pandai bawak balik anak dara orang tuuu...moga2 jodohnya datang cepat, but! make sure i'll be able to hadir and sibuk2 like mak kepoh, taknak missed out lagi...
so, on the way pergi, i had a good talk with my parents about my future. nak graduate in 3 yrs? 4 yrs? apa nak buat after that? masters or kerja? seriously, recently those topics made me wonder, lebih2 lagi baru bermimpi about a disastrous graduation. my parents come to USA to see me graduating, but i was actually in the audience sebab tak boleh graduate lagi. my disease in making decision is getting worse. sorry dla, u know me best in this matter, haha.throughout the talk, suddenly i feel i need to be myself, tak perlu ikut kawan2. apa yang penting sekarang, i desperately need to change many aspects of my life. banyak sangat kelemahan diri yang menggunung. i know i actually can graduate in 3 yrs already, but the problem is myself. i'm not ready yet. not ready to face career field, adult world, etc. my other friends dah planning siap2 sampaikan ke alam perkahwinan, nama anak apa, saving accounts sapa akan pegang...wow, memang advanced. tapi betul la, umur dah menginjak 21 yrs old, semua tu penting kan...
the truth is, i really sayang kawan2 sampaikan kalau boleh taknak berpisah. my mom said kawan2 ni bertukar bila masa berubah. my dad said, kawan skola rendah lain, kawan skola menengah lain, maktab lain, kerja lain. so kawan je dengan semua orang, tak perlu ada kawan rapat2 sangat. my tears welled up bila memikirkan how would my friendship with my current friends turn out in few next years. we'll graduate, separate to different careers, kahwin, bukak business. we won't be the same anymore. uhuhuu, it's hard to talk about these things. i'll put it to a rest for now. (T___T)
11:08 PM |
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nak tukar template blog, tapi tak paham bahasa html pulak!
berterabur code2 digital ni heh...aduiiii help meee...!!!
11:04 PM |
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