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...In the Name of ALLAH...


my mom called me yesterday and she said she's having sudden cough that morning. i was surprised to hear that because i've been having quite a bad cough since last saturday. what a coincidence! it's like a telepathy between a mom and her daughter. she gave me some advices and i found them quite funny...

mama: dah batuk tu jangan minum air sejuk2, atau panas sangat2. makan pun jangan yang berminyak2, pedas2 tu elak la...
me: mama, nana baru jer makan and minum sume mama cakap tu tadi. heheh...
mama: haha, sebenarnya mama pun makan jugak. tak boleh nak elak la makanan goreng2 tu...

then, we laughed together with our serak-serak voices. chatting with mama always make me yearning for her touch...i miss her hug, her lovely voices, her sing-song laughter...
oh my, listening to this song (Bolero－ボェロ) while typing all these really brought tears to my eyes...

...In the Name of ALLAH...


i am sad & frustrated

with time...
with some constructive comments...
with failed plan...
mostly with myself...

I hate my laziness, procrastination, my lack of skills; they make me look stupidly stupid...
I hate it when time outruns me, leaving me all alone behind the red finishing line; it makes me look outdated...
I am stupidly embarrassed when someone commented on me; they meant to advise me but I felt they were sniper bullets shot through & shattered my heart...I'm breaking apart~
I am sad when I looked forward for going to Japan this summer so much, but it's ruined...there goes my chance seeing DBSK live on stage! AAA!! why did I ever searched for their live tour schedule only to finally discover I couldn't go after all?? oh I'm hopeless...

sorry...blame me if those are lame excuses to be frustrated about...
I just want to express some feelings here...
can't help it
T____T


P/S: Hope to claim the Japan trip next winter, with better promises...amiinnn

...In the Name of ALLAH...

sekarang musim orang sakit ke? winter da nak habes pon...
saket demam, saket tekak, saket perut, saket jiwa (aku la tu~)

macam2 saket muncul...
tapi ingatlah, ni semua dugaan Tuhan jer...
DIA uji kita dengan cabaran yg kita mampu hadapi...
so, berbanggalah kalo kita diuji kerna tu tanda ALLAH ingat pada kita...

kepada yg saket2 tu...makan ubat, get a good rest ok!

P/S: To Dla ms. rumet, moga cepat sembuh! fighting2!

...In the Name of Allah...


teringat conversation with housemates ari selasa:
Me: wey, bile kite nak buat snowman ni? snow da tak tebal ni...
Dila: ko tunggu je la mesti satu lagi blizzard datang nanti...

tup2, ari rabu snowstorm datang menyinggah. mmg termakbul kata2 dila. pedih betul muka smlm, lupe bwk muffler lak tu. bila winter mmg terseksa dgn windchill bagai2...tak larat nak redah satu lgi season taun depan.
pikir2 balik, bgus jugak decided tak pegi utah, kat situ kene main snow gak. tapi resultnye tak pegi mane2 la spring break nanti. planning nak pegi michigan, but kene naik bus 2hrs from toledo baru smpai michigan. tak mahuuu naik bus lagiiii......

this is the time to decide *pikir2 smpai trmimpi*... la la la~

...In the Name of ALLAH...

january is coming to its end...

aiyoo!! cepat sungguh masa berlalu...da sebulan rupenye sejak pegi florida dlu...hurmm
bila pikir2kan...ape sahaja lah i've done since 2009 started...
azam tahun baru mcm tak berjalan lagi jer...sigh~

Highlight january 2009:
1) tahun baru doh! usia pun bakal beranjak 1 more number upwards...isk3
2) exams attack bertubi2 sejak abes holiday...adoi
3) lab report + notebook pun nak maen perang2 gak...tsk
4) kkotboda namja introduced me to ss501....cool korean group! ma new leb <3~
5) besday adek2ku + kwn2 sekalian: sapik, tatah, pao, ecahmomo -> Happy Belated Besday korg! cayang korg muah3
6) dikir barat GU unification night...practice, practice...
7) alamak! tiket flight tak beli lagi!! nak pegi Jepun ke nak amik class dlu summer nehh???
8) eboard meeting ..nk titun jap...zZZzz...

haa, lepas ni boleh la buat highlight february laks...krohszzz....

...In the Name of ALLAH...

Oh NO!!!
this week started with me being miserable.
Organic Chem is done. now, it's Immune's turn. next, Japanese midterm.
Ugh!!

Korean's Boys Over Flowers (HYD) only airs 2 times a week.
how am i gonna wait n just wait for 6 days for every 2 episodes!??
epi6, come to me baby~~

oh need good sleep right now. but need to study too!
Oh NO!!!

...In the Name of Allah...

tomorrow's Friday! weekend again. but i have to study. 3 exams next week: Orgo II, Immune, Japanese. Good for me! Yay! (sarcastically)

what is exactly in my mind right now?
1. sleeping
2. rockband
3. planning for summer
4. watching tv
5. jiwangans
6. reading manga
7. watching j+kdramas
8. shopping
9. thinking about some ppl
10. thinking about the future

see? no study comes to mind. adei3. i'm not a good student, sir. i'm no good in here (pointing to my head + useless nafsu) asek nak pikir about useless things jer. ape nak jadik nih!?