...In the Name of ALLAH...

"my NYC trip is already over. my fall break is almost over. what am i gonna do from now on??"

those're my internal screaming right now. aha...don't believe them. i still have my twilight series to focus on. actually, i am a little disturbed about something. it always has, but this time it's different. it's like a wind of change rushing over my whole body, anxiety got it's playground here. something's in my mind and i couldn't get it out. i don't know exactly how to react to this news, yet i am aware i should never. 

okay, don't ever think about it.

period.