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...In the Name of ALLAH...

Dear Ms. Bloggie,

It's been...err...almost a month since my last update. New stories?? Of course I do have! How about I start it off with study? Yes, my "favorite" part. Spring Quarter is already here, guys! And it starts to be my nightmare. Almost all courses this time are heavy and tougher than previous ones. More interestingly, I have 3 labs for three consecutive days every week. Ha ha ha. Nicely done. Just thinking about my future junior year (and maybe my final year Insha-Allah...), I would have 3-4 labs for every quarter. Uh oh... (O_o)

Starting this Friday, exams would be our regular visitors. Oh, suddenly I feel weak mentioning about this fact. Study in progress! Aja-aja Hwaiting! がんばれ！

Okay, next one would be less depressing subject. I need money. A lot of them. I have many plans to go here and there since I wouldn't have longer time to be in USA if I really want to finish up my study in 3 years 1 quarter. Japan, Korea, Grand Canyon, California, Europe, Michigan, etc. Such a dream...need to do saving starting now (T___T)

Enough with stressful topics. Spring is coming! People said it's LoVe season. We could almost see Cupids shooting arrows around in the air. To tell you the truth, since 2 months ago I've been shot once, no...maybe five times...ha ha, ridiculously I could save spaces for a lot of people in my heart! =P

Continuing the blissful Spring atmosphere, I hope I would get to wear my new clothes and shoes soon! "O Allah, I hope for warmer and sunnier days starting tomorrow...amiinn..."

My mind is weirdly blank lately. I need to urgently reformat my brain.

m(._.)m 　<---- I just learn this new emot! かわいい！

Gotta go, Ms. Bloggie!

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Sakina 2. A four letter word : Sepi 3. A boy's name : Syimir (adek bongsuku) 4. A girl's name : Sakinah (Lelaaa...nama kamoo neh!) 5. An occupation : Surgeon 6. A color : Scarlet red 7. Something you'll wear: Skirt labuh 8. A food : Siput sedut (teringin nak makan) 9. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo 10. A place : Sapporo, JPN (nak sgt2 pegiiiii) 11. A reason for being late : Sorry tadi tertinggal bas la 12. Something you'd shout : Subhanallah (patut jadi amalan ni) 13. A movie title : Slumdog Millionaire (nanti lah tgk) 14. Something you drink : Susu HL rendah lemak tinggi kalsium 15. A musical group : ss501
16. An animal : Squirrel 17. A street name : South Dakota Avenue 18. A type of car : Skyline GT-R
19. Title of a song : Shine (by Tohoshinki =D)

20. Malas lah tag orang...so bace je la okayh!

...In the Name of ALLAH...


my mom called me yesterday and she said she's having sudden cough that morning. i was surprised to hear that because i've been having quite a bad cough since last saturday. what a coincidence! it's like a telepathy between a mom and her daughter. she gave me some advices and i found them quite funny...

mama: dah batuk tu jangan minum air sejuk2, atau panas sangat2. makan pun jangan yang berminyak2, pedas2 tu elak la...
me: mama, nana baru jer makan and minum sume mama cakap tu tadi. heheh...
mama: haha, sebenarnya mama pun makan jugak. tak boleh nak elak la makanan goreng2 tu...

then, we laughed together with our serak-serak voices. chatting with mama always make me yearning for her touch...i miss her hug, her lovely voices, her sing-song laughter...
oh my, listening to this song (Bolero－ボェロ) while typing all these really brought tears to my eyes...

...In the Name of ALLAH...


i am sad & frustrated

with time...
with some constructive comments...
with failed plan...
mostly with myself...

I hate my laziness, procrastination, my lack of skills; they make me look stupidly stupid...
I hate it when time outruns me, leaving me all alone behind the red finishing line; it makes me look outdated...
I am stupidly embarrassed when someone commented on me; they meant to advise me but I felt they were sniper bullets shot through & shattered my heart...I'm breaking apart~
I am sad when I looked forward for going to Japan this summer so much, but it's ruined...there goes my chance seeing DBSK live on stage! AAA!! why did I ever searched for their live tour schedule only to finally discover I couldn't go after all?? oh I'm hopeless...

sorry...blame me if those are lame excuses to be frustrated about...
I just want to express some feelings here...
can't help it
T____T


P/S: Hope to claim the Japan trip next winter, with better promises...amiinnn

...In the Name of ALLAH...

sekarang musim orang sakit ke? winter da nak habes pon...
saket demam, saket tekak, saket perut, saket jiwa (aku la tu~)

macam2 saket muncul...
tapi ingatlah, ni semua dugaan Tuhan jer...
DIA uji kita dengan cabaran yg kita mampu hadapi...
so, berbanggalah kalo kita diuji kerna tu tanda ALLAH ingat pada kita...

kepada yg saket2 tu...makan ubat, get a good rest ok!

P/S: To Dla ms. rumet, moga cepat sembuh! fighting2!

...In the Name of Allah...


teringat conversation with housemates ari selasa:
Me: wey, bile kite nak buat snowman ni? snow da tak tebal ni...
Dila: ko tunggu je la mesti satu lagi blizzard datang nanti...

tup2, ari rabu snowstorm datang menyinggah. mmg termakbul kata2 dila. pedih betul muka smlm, lupe bwk muffler lak tu. bila winter mmg terseksa dgn windchill bagai2...tak larat nak redah satu lgi season taun depan.
pikir2 balik, bgus jugak decided tak pegi utah, kat situ kene main snow gak. tapi resultnye tak pegi mane2 la spring break nanti. planning nak pegi michigan, but kene naik bus 2hrs from toledo baru smpai michigan. tak mahuuu naik bus lagiiii......

this is the time to decide *pikir2 smpai trmimpi*... la la la~