...In the Name of Allah...


I'm soo00ooo down right now...

there were tonnessss of awful and terrible things happening in my life in the past few days...and TODAY too! i hate myself! most of them are my own fault...and now i couldn't anything to stop them! disaster....Disaster....DISASTER!!!

what would happen to my life right here right now???


idk...i can never predict future...but i know i have to strive my best to achieve what best. being kiasu?? yeah that's one solution...but i'm no genius. huhuhu. rase nak nanges. rase nak balek malaysia. rase nak hug mama! huwaaaa!~~ rase nak hug dylan + cole sprouse juge! *erk!*

i'm gonna let these feelings all out to the world...if only i can ScReaAMMM right now....

oh my...



note to self: be patient my dear self...i know you can do it... (quoting a little advice from a friend, thanks!)