...In the Name of Allah...
i miss you...
yep that's exactly what i feel now. missing. everything in my life. my mom, my dad, my family, my zufairy! in better word, I'm HOMESICK.
it's ridiculous, i know. i've been here for 2 years yet i still crave for mama's warm hug, sight of babah, laughter and screaming of my bros & sis, and zufairy's cute cry. thinking of him makes me sad. i spent time with him in only 2 weeks, and he's growing bigger and bigger each day! why must my cam broken at that time?? now i only have less than 10 pics together with him, my precious love. i miss him too much. looking at his pictures almost getting tears into my eyes. well, it did. he's very big and chubby right now. but his cry is still the same. whenever i called home and he's crying at that time, i would smile and laugh to hear that. i'm so happy to know that he's over there and letting me listen to his 'gediks' cries. once back at home, i was so excited to see him sleeping so peacefully, so i pinched his cheeks and shook his round stomach. he woke up and cried while i got up and ran away from the 'crime scene'. my sis thought it's time for him to nyotnyot susu, but i know exactly what happened. I'M THE ONE who woke him up. HAHAHA! i don't care!! as long as he woke up and menggetiks with his hands and soft sighs. i miss those time!
note to aimi and napie ---> get a baby! FAST!
this is all because ecah. after last night's dinner, four of us (me, dila, tyra & ecah) got into a debate (it's not a fight okay) about perspective. at first, something about chinese being 'tak senonoh' was brought up. then ecah terasa. next, who knows. at last, ecah cried because of her trauma being bullied by other malay students in middle school just because she's a chinese. duh. so racist. i felt so guilty for getting her in that hot debate. in comforting her, i felt like i was so old. such like a mom comforting her lil daughter. heh. since that moment, suddenly i was homesick. wuaaaaa.
i called home, no answer. i called mama at school, she's in class. luckily, she's 5 minutes away to finish class. so we chatted and chatted for almost 1 hour, with kids' voices as background. now i miss my middle school's time. it's so fun to talk to mama after so long. then i called my big sis. she's back at teaching and zufairy is taken care of by her neighbors. my sis said," rindunye kat zufairy bila anta die kat umah orang laen." that's a mom's intuition. but hey, i got an auntie's intuition!
i miss you...
yep that's exactly what i feel now. missing. everything in my life. my mom, my dad, my family, my zufairy! in better word, I'm HOMESICK.
it's ridiculous, i know. i've been here for 2 years yet i still crave for mama's warm hug, sight of babah, laughter and screaming of my bros & sis, and zufairy's cute cry. thinking of him makes me sad. i spent time with him in only 2 weeks, and he's growing bigger and bigger each day! why must my cam broken at that time?? now i only have less than 10 pics together with him, my precious love. i miss him too much. looking at his pictures almost getting tears into my eyes. well, it did. he's very big and chubby right now. but his cry is still the same. whenever i called home and he's crying at that time, i would smile and laugh to hear that. i'm so happy to know that he's over there and letting me listen to his 'gediks' cries. once back at home, i was so excited to see him sleeping so peacefully, so i pinched his cheeks and shook his round stomach. he woke up and cried while i got up and ran away from the 'crime scene'. my sis thought it's time for him to nyotnyot susu, but i know exactly what happened. I'M THE ONE who woke him up. HAHAHA! i don't care!! as long as he woke up and menggetiks with his hands and soft sighs. i miss those time!
note to aimi and napie ---> get a baby! FAST!
this is all because ecah. after last night's dinner, four of us (me, dila, tyra & ecah) got into a debate (it's not a fight okay) about perspective. at first, something about chinese being 'tak senonoh' was brought up. then ecah terasa. next, who knows. at last, ecah cried because of her trauma being bullied by other malay students in middle school just because she's a chinese. duh. so racist. i felt so guilty for getting her in that hot debate. in comforting her, i felt like i was so old. such like a mom comforting her lil daughter. heh. since that moment, suddenly i was homesick. wuaaaaa.
i called home, no answer. i called mama at school, she's in class. luckily, she's 5 minutes away to finish class. so we chatted and chatted for almost 1 hour, with kids' voices as background. now i miss my middle school's time. it's so fun to talk to mama after so long. then i called my big sis. she's back at teaching and zufairy is taken care of by her neighbors. my sis said," rindunye kat zufairy bila anta die kat umah orang laen." that's a mom's intuition. but hey, i got an auntie's intuition!
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