charms of life

...In the Name of ALLAH...

It's incredible to think that life is full of surprises, no matter it is pleasant or makes you want to hurl. You can never predict what has been chosen for you, but you can always change whatever you have power to.

Look at your surrounding, what do you see? Ask people around, what do they think about you? Sometimes, the answer is certainly not what you are waiting for, but honest responds can always lead to better progression. Accept life with open heart, and be fully ready for any sudden change if need to occur.

I'm saying this because, in this few years, I've been avoiding several things in my life. I turned my back on problems in relationships, never wanting to remember the pain again. I ran away from people, intending to keep my thoughts and talks from them. I've been away from my real self for years, trying to develop a new me inside the same body throughout a number of obstacles.

However, not everything I predicted to be are right. Yes, some of the results helped me to stand on my own feet, to survive hardships, to be stronger than who I was. But, there are hidden circumstances of being a stronger person. You have to go through people, yes, variety of people. More emotions are involved. And to be strong, sometimes you forget how to be fragile. In the end, it hurts yourself. It feels like you are betraying your own self, the real you inside.

These words are a bit cheesy. Pardon me for that. I'm just trying to organize myself, to prepare for some major changes in just a matter of time from now.
What do you guys think? It is indeed the charms of life...is it not??