...In the Name of ALLAH...
Suddenly the urge to shop attacks me. I wanna buy AE merchandises! I wanna buy this, and that! But most of them are in the USA. Wahhh, don't torture me now! T___T
12:58 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Today i tried one thing...kutip susu getah! Sejak kecik, biasa nampak getah sekerap bertaburan kat kedai2 getah, dgn baunya Masya-Allah...tak mahu cakap. So, terbentuk reflex utk elakkan getah2 sekerap. Ironically, my parents ade kebun getah 1/2 ekar kat belakang rumah. B4, keluar jenguk2 pun hanya utk buang sampah or angkut tanah gembur or 'menikmati' cubitan nyamuk2 kat kebun tu.This year, my parents jadi perintis utk 1 kaedah baru dptkan getah banyak, GFLAX, yg diperkenalkan oleh Lembaga Getah Malaysia (LGM). So semua proses menoreh dan mengutip getah dikendalikan sendiri by my family.This afternoon, my mom ajak temankan dia tengok2kan susu yg tengah menitik laju kalau2 melimpah ruah drpd bekas. Tup tup...guruh bergempa dum dam dum dam...tanda nak hujan. Mama terus ajak kumpulkan susu dlm baldi sebelum hujan, punyelah malas rasanya time tu. Tapi bila tuang susu yg putih melepak bak salju tu, "eh, tak la berbau pun, macam susu rendah lemak kat kedai je rupenye." Now that I realized, susu getah hanya akan berbau bila dah beku. Patutlah susu beku yg dikutip my bro busuk je huhu. Suddenly I feel excited...lepas ni nak cuba menoreh la pulak!Bagi penoreh2 getah sekaliannya, busuk2 tu la duit. Tu la mata pencarian mereka. Now I know, it's real hard to make a true living, lebih2 lagi kat kampung. A reality check for me...
11:41 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Alhamdulillah I got my new babe today, thanks to my lovely mom & dad!
gotta learn to use and got control of it a.s.a.p.
11:36 PM |
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it's certainly a disturbing shock to learn that on July 31st, TVXQ's jaejoong, yoochun and junsu filed a legal action against their own management agency, SM Entertainment, in order to terminate their excessively long 13-years contract, due to several disagreement and unfair treatment in their contract. yunho and changmin should really join in, but i can forgive them since they're tied in other contracts which would make things more complicated. Cassiopeias worldwide are in panic attack right now, as to whether TVXQ is disbanding. for years, SM Ent. is very infamous for enslaving and ripping fleshes and sweats out of its artists like once-idol groups, H.O.T. and Shinhwa, had been through during their contracts in 1990's. now, it's TVXQ, SuperJunior, SHINee and SNSD's turn. it's just a month after TVXQ's success fame appearing at Tokyo Dome (for very well-known artists only) as their own stage. please, do not disband, not now.
oh what am i doing...
whoa i can't believe i'm writing about some korean entertainment problematic stuff here. but i love them. so i don't care (miming 2NE1's song for background music - i don't care, eh eh eh eh ehh~...)
7:31 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
sambil tengah busan menunggu songs downloading from Youtube...tangan pun gatal nak menaip panjang2 sket...jom kawan2, kita merenung-renung... kalo ikutkan, memang banyak perlu direnung difikirkan...everything in life needs reasoning, even though not all happened with a reason (bak kata scriptwriter drama Korea)...i used to be hasty before...well, i still am now...but at least i'm trying to be better...yesterday my whole family went for a family picnic at Hutan Lipur Lentang, Bentong, ~10km from R&R Genting Sempah. zufairy the baby pun ikut! our 1st picnic together, kira macam our birthday present la (his 1st birthday is coming in 2 weeks!). sayangnya my abang takde, tapi luckily he compensated his absence by balik kampung last week to introduce his 'future bride' to us. whoaaa...tak sangka weyh, dah pandai bawak balik anak dara orang tuuu...moga2 jodohnya datang cepat, but! make sure i'll be able to hadir and sibuk2 like mak kepoh, taknak missed out lagi...
so, on the way pergi, i had a good talk with my parents about my future. nak graduate in 3 yrs? 4 yrs? apa nak buat after that? masters or kerja? seriously, recently those topics made me wonder, lebih2 lagi baru bermimpi about a disastrous graduation. my parents come to USA to see me graduating, but i was actually in the audience sebab tak boleh graduate lagi. my disease in making decision is getting worse. sorry dla, u know me best in this matter, haha.throughout the talk, suddenly i feel i need to be myself, tak perlu ikut kawan2. apa yang penting sekarang, i desperately need to change many aspects of my life. banyak sangat kelemahan diri yang menggunung. i know i actually can graduate in 3 yrs already, but the problem is myself. i'm not ready yet. not ready to face career field, adult world, etc. my other friends dah planning siap2 sampaikan ke alam perkahwinan, nama anak apa, saving accounts sapa akan pegang...wow, memang advanced. tapi betul la, umur dah menginjak 21 yrs old, semua tu penting kan...
the truth is, i really sayang kawan2 sampaikan kalau boleh taknak berpisah. my mom said kawan2 ni bertukar bila masa berubah. my dad said, kawan skola rendah lain, kawan skola menengah lain, maktab lain, kerja lain. so kawan je dengan semua orang, tak perlu ada kawan rapat2 sangat. my tears welled up bila memikirkan how would my friendship with my current friends turn out in few next years. we'll graduate, separate to different careers, kahwin, bukak business. we won't be the same anymore. uhuhuu, it's hard to talk about these things. i'll put it to a rest for now. (T___T)
11:08 PM |
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nak tukar template blog, tapi tak paham bahasa html pulak!
berterabur code2 digital ni heh...aduiiii help meee...!!!
11:04 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
it's 2.40 am...and i'm still not asleep...
i returned home and there they were, mounts of unread emails and notifications in facebook. got tagged in a note from faraway pao..."the girls i miss"...aawwhhhh, somehow i found it hilarious that she missed my unexpected laugh when watching funny videos. i thought it's annoying for some people. LOL. starting from that moment, my heart told me, 'hey, you too miss your friends a lot, don't you'. subsequently, i sent a msg to my best friend, ym msgs to several other buddies, got a long call from old girlfriend. i miss you guys, my dear friends...here and there...
2:38 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
2 weeks in Malaysia already.
i just went back from summer training camp (STC) at batang kali selangor last weekend, as an ajk. truthfully i didn't have any slight idea how to handle a camp at a campsite/hutan area. pergi ikut flow je la, bak kata orang. sampai2 aje, tengok2 dinner dah tersedia. well, biasa la kan bila makanan sedap dah terhidang depan mata, semangat pun naik la berkobar-kobar. thanks a lot makcik2 pakcik2 catering yg masak + sediakan meals ktorg, cayalah! overall, camp ni berjalan lancar dan dapat respon yg agak baik eventho ada problem datang menjenguk2 jugak. i like dr. adnan's kuliah subuh and tazkirah maghrib. terkesan sungguh la dengan elaboration beliau about ummul-quran which is surah al-fatihah, and kisah para sahahat rasulullah s.a.w. kalau nak cerita kat sini, maaf i didn't remember all details. also, sangat happy with ukhuwah among sisters yg hadir since most dah kenal2 masing2. yg jauh dapat didekatkan, yg sedia dekat makin rapat hatinya, insha-Allah. we played simple games, but really havoc. what best, jmpa geng2 satu kepala korea + jepun, apa lagi tak usah cakaplah. kami serasi bersama. cewahh...since it's already late for me to go back home on sunday evening after camp, i went back to my uncle's house in puchong, selangor. immediately i sent proposal to some friends for a friendly meet somewhere in kl. discuss punya discuss (sampai credit turun almost rm10...lol), jmpa la khalis fakhirah mior joe yesterday at midvalley. also terserempak with bo0n and nass. imagine this, every 2 hours we looked for food. first, laksa shack (sedap woo laksa johor kat situ), then delifrance (share2 soup + baguette), and finally secret recipe (some had dinner, some had cakes/brownies). really really enjoyed those times la, sangat sedap and full though money pun flowing out like air paip kat toilet the gardens's. got myself a book, The Keeper, at mph. then, got my eyes on this 1 Guess bag, red color. adorable, mior pun approve. but alahaiii...lagi mahal than USA, tapi bila search kat online store takde pulak huhu...
now, back at home in front of my lappie. 103 unread in inbox, and ada news tak best from mara, kena pulak mail academic transcript for summer courses. Allah, lupa!! sigh... then 2 invitations to a summer camp at mersing and a motivation stuff at old school. no confirmation yet, since there would be a family camping trip sometime later. sorry guys, later sikit ok.thinking on how to spend my time in malaysia efficiently, meaningfully....
9:54 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
*i dedic8 this entry specially to my dear nephew*
khairien zufairy bin muhammad khaizir
born on August 15, 2008 by 2.2 kg. A newborn that brought happiness and gratitude to my dear family, he's the first grandson, first great grandson for my mom's family side, first son, first nephew. I still remember him being all red, small and fragile baby, that it seemed almost impossible for me to hold him in my hands. 2 weeks, and it was time for me to go back to college. That was last summer.
few hours after born
aidilfitri 2008...with his parents
look! he even shows his cute rabbit teeth there!~Grow up, grow up into a good and soleh person, zufairy!~
7:58 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
i'm home...again...
safe and sound...
without any quarantine...
alhamdulillah...it's good to be back at home again...after going through one of the worst flight i've ever been in, layan turbulence jer 2 jam, lucky i didn't muntah2 bcoz of air sickness up there. flight kali ni sangat lah bosan, rasa macam 2 hari in plane. dengan masknye, dengan sempitnye, sabar je la T___Tbut, again...it's good to be back in malaysia, on the ground not in the air...not to mention durian, mee hailam, nasi ayam, sirap limau, carrot susu....nyum3 msian food is too good to be true! missing RIT? nahhh...maybe i miss USA a little bit...but hey! let's enjoy MALAYSIA first!
call me meet me! haha
7:30 AM |
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