...In the Name of ALLAH...I found this in a forum online...and it made me thinking about my own life...Just want to share it here...feel free to read...REALITI KEHIDUPAN
Hari ini sebelum kita mengatakan kata-kata yang tidak baik,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak dapat berkata-kata sama sekali.
Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rasa dari makanan,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak punya apa pun untuk dimakan.
Sebelum anda mengeluh tidak punya apa-apa,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meminta-minta di jalanan.
Sebelum kita mengeluh bahawa kita buruk,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang berada pada keadaan yang terburuk di dalam hidupnya.
Sebelum mengeluh tentang suami atau isteri anda,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang memohon kepada Tuhan untuk diberikan teman hidup.
Hari ini sebelum kita mengeluh tentang hidup,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meninggal terlalu cepat.
Sebelum mengeluh tentang anak-anak kita,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang sangat ingin mempunyai anak tetapi dirinya mandul.
Sebelum kita mengeluh rumah yang kotor kerana pembantu tidak mengerjakan tugasnya,
Fkirkan tentang orang- orang yang tinggal di jalanan.
Dan di saat kita letih mengeluh tentang pekerjaan,
Fikirkan tentang pengangguran, orang-orang cacat yang berharap mereka mempunyai keupayaan dan pekerjaan seperti kita.
Sebelum kita menunjukkan jari dan menyalahkan orang lain,
Ingatlah bahawa tidak ada seorang pun yang sempurna tanpa tiada dosa.
Dan ketika sedang bersedih dan hidup dalam kesusahan,
Senyumlah dan berterima kasihlah kepada Tuhan bahawa kita masih diberi peluang untuk hidup......... ..............
...Syukur Alhamdulillah...

12:32 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
It was a tough day for me and others, I bet. I woke up at 5 am to study Molec which exam at 9 am, rushed to 8 am Microb class, and did not have time to know the correct answers for Molec review exam. It turned out that the exam itself was not all about materials I read, instead many Qs came from the "bloody" review paper. Owhhh...nobody could imagine how frustrated I was. Because of my laziness and extreme procrastination, the impact was quite a hard blow to my whole body. Plus, it was raining this morning. My new shoes.... T___TI looked up at the sky after 5pm class. What a nice bright blue sky...the same sky which extend over my home sweet home in Malaysia, my old life in high school, my old self... Suddenly, the past memories flooded my mind. I miss everything...1 exam could really bring many things to mind. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha...P/S: Oh btw, this is not an April Fool joke. Wednesday is my "hell" day of the week. Really.
11:22 AM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
Dear Ms. Bloggie, It's been...err...almost a month since my last update. New stories?? Of course I do have! How about I start it off with study? Yes, my "favorite" part. Spring Quarter is already here, guys! And it starts to be my nightmare. Almost all courses this time are heavy and tougher than previous ones. More interestingly, I have 3 labs for three consecutive days every week. Ha ha ha. Nicely done. Just thinking about my future junior year (and maybe my final year Insha-Allah...), I would have 3-4 labs for every quarter. Uh oh... (O_o) Starting this Friday, exams would be our regular visitors. Oh, suddenly I feel weak mentioning about this fact. Study in progress! Aja-aja Hwaiting! がんばれ! Okay, next one would be less depressing subject. I need money. A lot of them. I have many plans to go here and there since I wouldn't have longer time to be in USA if I really want to finish up my study in 3 years 1 quarter. Japan, Korea, Grand Canyon, California, Europe, Michigan, etc. Such a dream...need to do saving starting now (T___T) Enough with stressful topics. Spring is coming! People said it's LoVe season. We could almost see Cupids shooting arrows around in the air. To tell you the truth, since 2 months ago I've been shot once, no...maybe five times...ha ha, ridiculously I could save spaces for a lot of people in my heart! =P Continuing the blissful Spring atmosphere, I hope I would get to wear my new clothes and shoes soon! "O Allah, I hope for warmer and sunnier days starting tomorrow...amiinn..." My mind is weirdly blank lately. I need to urgently reformat my brain. m(._.)m <---- I just learn this new emot! かわいい! Gotta go, Ms. Bloggie!
1:01 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
i'm breaking apart...
i don't know why...but these days i feel so fragile...
is it because of an innocent love?
or is it just a theater play of my hormones?
am i homesick?
am i missing somebody?
am i being childish?
the answer lies nowhere...
i could feel that my own obsession is killing me...
ripping me apart...making me seeing and imagining things...
i'm hearing voices anytime anywhere...
i must shut down this craziness right away...right now...!!
pardon me for being so melancholic...actually this is my poetic side writing these ridiculous sentences and words...ooH My! i couldn't stop my own fingers from typing!!
STOPPPP!!
uh okay...sesi berbalas pantun di YM lebih bijak daripada mengarang ayat2 hyperbola sebegini di blog...adeyhhh....
11:56 AM |
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Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : Sakina 2. A four letter word : Sepi 3. A boy's name : Syimir (adek bongsuku) 4. A girl's name : Sakinah (Lelaaa...nama kamoo neh!) 5. An occupation : Surgeon 6. A color : Scarlet red 7. Something you'll wear: Skirt labuh 8. A food : Siput sedut (teringin nak makan) 9. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo 10. A place : Sapporo, JPN (nak sgt2 pegiiiii) 11. A reason for being late : Sorry tadi tertinggal bas la 12. Something you'd shout : Subhanallah (patut jadi amalan ni) 13. A movie title : Slumdog Millionaire (nanti lah tgk) 14. Something you drink : Susu HL rendah lemak tinggi kalsium 15. A musical group : ss501
16. An animal : Squirrel 17. A street name : South Dakota Avenue 18. A type of car : Skyline GT-R
19. Title of a song : Shine (by Tohoshinki =D)
20. Malas lah tag orang...so bace je la okayh!
12:37 AM |
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Happy Birthday Max!
Haha, accidentally realized that your 21st birthday is today!
To Hero <33: Happy Belated Birthday, Sweet 23 Oppa! hehe
Oh same thing to U-know: Sweet 23 too!
To Junsu and Micky: Wait till yours come around ok?
(~_^)
1:00 PM |
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Happy Birthday, My Sweet Youngie Mongie Botaks Bro!
It's your 12 year-of- celebration day, Mir!
Hope you would become a matured boy, not a gediks one anymore =P
1:00 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
my mom called me yesterday and she said she's having sudden cough that morning. i was surprised to hear that because i've been having quite a bad cough since last saturday. what a coincidence! it's like a telepathy between a mom and her daughter. she gave me some advices and i found them quite funny...
mama: dah batuk tu jangan minum air sejuk2, atau panas sangat2. makan pun jangan yang berminyak2, pedas2 tu elak la...
me: mama, nana baru jer makan and minum sume mama cakap tu tadi. heheh...mama: haha, sebenarnya mama pun makan jugak. tak boleh nak elak la makanan goreng2 tu...then, we laughed together with our
serak-serak voices. chatting with mama always make me yearning for her touch...i miss her hug, her lovely voices, her sing-song laughter...
oh my, listening to this song (
Bolero-ボェロ) while typing all these really brought tears to my eyes...

...mama...
bogo shippoyo
i miss you too much
12:22 PM |
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...In the Name of ALLAH...
i am sad & frustrated
with time...
with some
constructive comments...
with failed plan...
mostly with myself...I hate my laziness, procrastination, my lack of skills; they make me look stupidly stupid...
I hate it when time outruns me, leaving me all alone behind the red finishing line; it makes me look outdated...
I am stupidly embarrassed when someone commented on me; they meant to advise me but I felt they were sniper bullets shot through & shattered my heart...I'm breaking apart~
I am sad when I looked forward for going to Japan this summer so much, but it's ruined...there goes my chance seeing
DBSK live on stage! AAA!! why did I ever searched for their live tour schedule only to finally discover I couldn't go after all?? oh I'm hopeless...
sorry...blame me if those are lame excuses to be frustrated about...
I just want to express some feelings here...
can't help it
T____T
P/S: Hope to claim the Japan trip next winter, with better promises...amiinnn
11:14 AM |
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